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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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5:21 pm - So no
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Its recently come to mind that life is short. In the past week i have seen so much death, and realized the impact it has on people. Not only is it sad, but it changes pretty much everything. Sure we try not to think about it because it gets us down, but seriously what if someone you loved just suddenly died. If it doenst directly affect you then it sure does someone around you. I mean i know that if someone i loved was to suddenly be gone out of my life, i would not be the same. Hell im not the same even when a person i love and have lost touch with is just in the other room. Just want you to think about that, since God is the only one who knows your experation date make sure you live life to the fullest every day. Say what you mean to say, dont hold back, love people, and most of all dont be scared of anything its a waist of time, just take what comes to you.
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| Friday, January 21st, 2005
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4:04 pm
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Cowlickt [4:01 PM]: so you find any new hot ass down there? AngelsxDemons [4:02 PM]: now that u mention it AngelsxDemons [4:02 PM]: yes actully, AngelsxDemons [4:02 PM]: theres this prostitute here AngelsxDemons [4:02 PM]: we think shes a man AngelsxDemons [4:02 PM]: we're not sure Cowlickt [4:02 PM]: thats awesome Cowlickt [4:02 PM]: you should pay her AngelsxDemons [4:03 PM]: well I didnt cuz I thought u'd be mad Cowlickt [4:03 PM]: wait so technically she is like a SHMAN Cowlickt [4:03 PM]: oh well i give you totally permission to do a SHMAN prostitute AngelsxDemons [4:04 PM]: ok thats coold AngelsxDemons [4:04 PM]: *cool
Andres you rock my socks, and i miss ya alot kid. But oh how i love our conversations.
Report card : A,A,A,A,B,C
I hate history holy cow, it was a 79 but noooo we couldnt bump it up now could we?!
I am so totally superman, i rock this world. Im throwing a party soon let me know what we should do and when yo.
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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5:51 pm - Stuck in the middle
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For all of you folks out there who dont understand the concept of funny go to Homestarrunner.com then click on emails and then go find the one that sais Trogdor!! Its a little towards the bottom. I just watched that again today and it brought back so many memories, but it just reminded me of how to keep life into prospective.
I really like the small fba band, it just feels more tight and compact, like a famliy. Hahaha. so if FBA is the 4th that means i have like 2 weeks and 3 days to work on this stuff. I need a superior, i have to go to state festival. IF i dont i will flip in triangles and freak out and practice more then i already do.
My pants totally have a rip right in the crotch and i dont know why. Its not like im riding in them or sitting on something pokey or anything. Maybe i just rub up against stuff too much, but damn my favorite pair too.
My attention has been pulled away by food. Peace out yo!
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| Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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5:07 pm - Fried Ice Cream
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So just so there is no confusion, the new background is props to my wonderful amazing awesome super cool and gaishly dead sexy boyfriend, ALEX. So maybe i believe you now, but dont think that you can just draw me something or write a poem every time you want me to not be mad! 23 hours and 50 minutes your gonna work for it, hehehe. =)
I LOVE YOU TOO!
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| Friday, January 7th, 2005
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9:58 pm
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 -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
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9:44 pm
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Oh look at how she listens She says nothing of what she thinks She just goes stumbling through her memories Staring out on to Grey Street
She thinks, “Hey, How did I come to this? I dream myself a thousand times around the world, But I can’t get out of this place”
There’s an emptiness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in But all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart
How she wishes it was different She prays to God most every night Though she swears it doesn’t listen There’s still a hope in her "HE" might
She says, “I pray Oh, but they fall on deaf ears, Am I supposed to take it on myself To get out of this place?”
Oh there’s a loneliness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now It felt like cold blue ice in her heart When all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart
There's a stranger speaks outside her door Says take what you can from your dreams And make them as real as anything It’d take the work out of the courage
She says, “Please There’s a crazy man, he's creeping outside my door, I live on the corner of Grey Street and the end of the world”
There’s an emptiness inside her And she’d do anything to fill it in And though it’s red blood bleeding from her now It's more like cold blue ice in her heart She feels like kicking out all the windows And setting fire to this life She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright But all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart It breaks her heart To grey
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| Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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5:20 pm - Whipped Cream
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Finals are almost over! Yes! Tommorow i got anatomy and calc, lets hope those go well. I can still pull and A in anatomy if i get a 98 on the test, but in oreder to maintain a B all i need is a 48, go figure.
Honestly kid, i dont know what my life would be like without you, and i just wanted to say thank you sooo soo sooo incredibly much for being in it, its greatly appreciated even if the score is like 1200 to 1. Why must it be so hard to stay away from you, and even when im in the same room as you i miss you.
So woman, i say that we make the boys decide to chill at one of our houses like you said. If you want it to be mine thats cool i'll inform the rents. I hope all your finals went well and i know tommorow is a blow of day for you. Oh btw there is no need to be worried about getting visible hickies anymore, i found the miracle hicky remover cream, aka Cortizone! Hehe so let the neck begin. He really should listen to me...
All county is coming up soon, actually a week from today, which is sweeeet. So next week of school will be like a 3 day week. Altissimo are the coolest notes ever, but while playing it i accidentaly opened up the cut i had in my mouth and it hurt a ton.
So we added to the balloon collection of band kids today, previously we had ; Frank, Alex, and Bryan, today we added Manny and Martin. I almost feel bad for making those things but they're just so funny. Who should i make tommorow?! maybe i'll start signing them.
I've decided to learn to play clarinet better then i can now so i can play it for the musicial, because other wise transposing is gonna be a pain in my tush.
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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4:22 pm - Alive in '05
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Kelly i love you!! See i said it back, be proud of me. I had so much fun with you and all your boys, stealing road signs is totally the new thing. I can't wait till my mullet grows in.
Last night was awesome. Andre your my new buddy and you better not forget about me, otherwise i'll kick your butt. Thank you so much for singing those songs, they made me so happy! You must teach me to play guitar and to get my hair to be dead sexy like yours.
I can not wait till Alejandro comes back! Maybe hes in for a little suprise if ya know what i mean.
Everyone should take notice of the icon i put up this time, it makes me laugh so hard. If you know the connotation behind it then i hope all of you find your Waldo in '05 and stay with them.
So some resolutions i sorta made are : 1. To make all state 2. Lose 15 lbs 3. Buy a piano so i can learn the mechanics 4. Start a band but i need a guitar player 5. Help out a random stranger whenever i can.
So this isnt really cool because theres only 1.5 days of break left, then MID TERMS!!!#$#$^@$%&$!@!!! (BIG SCARY SHRIEK INSERTED HERE)
Anyways, this has come to an end.
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| Monday, December 27th, 2004
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4:34 pm
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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11:28 am
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| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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1:39 pm
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 Yes, I can play saxophone...Better than you.
I just figured everyone would like that, hehe. Arrr i cant wait for the 2nd!
It seems like forever. I know alot of my friends have been going through a hard time recently, but guys just know i love you, and God loves you, so hold on.
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| Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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11:16 am - A While
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So its been a while. Oh well. To my woman, man you know i love both of them equal, who ever you chose is up to you, i'll be cool with either. Just make sure its the right choice. The seperation may be hard but you gotta know wether its worth it or not. On the flip side, age may be hard but i think that will pass.
To my man, COME BACK!! When i signed the contract of owning you i did not agree to the terms of renting you out to other states, sheesh. I'll try not to cheat on you more then 3 times a day, but no promises. Honestly i miss you like mad crazy, so come back.
Christmas is in 6 days and i still have to go shopping for about 8 bagillion people. I just noticed that our tree is huge! Holy cow, lets hope it doesnt like fall over or something.
What fun is it to go to Disney world if your not going to make a check list anyway?! I guess all the rides will be uhh, X'd.
current mood: crazy current music: Brand new - Quiet things
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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5:05 pm
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I have nothing to say. But you better leave me a comment.
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| Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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1:19 pm
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I stayed up till 4 a.m. this morning, yea, talking to him. I mean its not like we didnt talk during the day but that was a 5 hour long conversation, about stuff that was important enough i guess. So when 7 rolled around i felt like i had just layed down, but i had to get up and go to church.
It was crazy as usual, but alot of people seem to be changing. Sierra man i love ya, and i know that things will work out when the time is right, until then just hold on. We delivered 120 thanksgiving baskets, its really akward to see who these go to. I got to use my spanish skills thouogh, comida para tu...food for you? lol i dont know. The coolest part was the way they smiled when they realized what it was for.
If this is anything different from who i am tell me!
All county tryouts are in 9 days. 1 Month is in 6 days.
current mood: restless current music: Space
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| Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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10:21 pm - Silver
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Today was cool. I went into town to get reeds, and ended up at Jermeys party. There werent to many people there but it was still cool. I wish Alexander would have come, instead of going and being a fat heffer whore scooping ice cream :: cough:: loser ::cough::. Seriuosly though, i really dont deserve him.
AHH! All-state results are being pushed back to wednesday, i just cant take it! All county should be awesome this year. We're stacking all the sections, it will be orgasmic.
Theres not much else to say. Oh ok, for all you who read this. What is the difference between hott and gorgeous? I just need to know.
I just got the chills. Hehe.
current mood: devious current music: Slowdance inside
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| Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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5:41 pm - Sheesh
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Here is the quote of the day: Comedieofairors [5:37 PM]: you can't change people Comedieofairors [5:38 PM]: people change themselves
So do i just sit back and wait for them to be changed, or do i break the rules?
Tommorow is the Youth Symphony Concert, which i am very excited about. I get to miss school to go play music, how about them apples. Whats even better is the next day i get off of school for Veterans day. Our brass is going to play downtown, i think i'll go to it.
Today was the first day we worked on quartet music. It kicked but! When the Saints go marching in is going to be amazing! That is...once we get those 8 measure runs down, haha. I think we should memorize it and have the four people walk in from seperate corners of the auditorium and then meet in the middle and just play. Yea man
Offical announcement: Girls are so retarted at times. Why would you dump Geraldo honestly?! Hes a great kid, and he doesnt deserve to be hurt like that. Poor tall black dude =(
So yea, its practice time! Peace
current mood: cold
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| Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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9:54 pm - Que Ever
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Ya know, once something is gone you learn to appreciate it alot more. Bryan, I'll miss ya. I love ya man. Just remember Leigh is not the way to spell Elliott.
STRAIGHT SUPERIORS!! Wow that feels good. Anyways, yea...um
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| Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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3:03 pm - Straws
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What is it about my mouth and always having to chew on something?! School was alright today, it just kinda seems repeatitive now that first quarter is over but oh well.
I havent seen much of my family lately with My dad being in Alabama for the week, and my Mom being all over the state of Florida for interviews. I come home and the only sign that im not the sole occupant of the house is a note on the counter. So maccaroni and cheese it is for another night!
Im going to go stop by Target and pick up the " save the boobies" bracelets. Nice and pink man.
I dont think that besides one exception i have ever gotten this close to someone in 6 days. Its so great being together during the day, but at night its not cool. I need a ginourmous life size teddy bear.
Now on to band practice. AHHK Festival is this saturday! I hope we do well and get straight superiors. The 4 of us need to discuss which brand of TP is the best for the job. Peace out
current mood: calm current music: Fall out Boys
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| Saturday, October 30th, 2004
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9:31 pm - Just feels right
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Ya know, im really glad that we got closer today Rachel. Were definately going to go downtown on a street corner and do our thing. For all you perves out there no that does not mean that were going to strip or sell ourselves.
To Dr.Seuss, i really dont think you understand how happy these last 3 days have made me. Maybe some day i'll be able to explain or at least show you what i mean. I dont know what it is, but maybe its the cooties
Halloween is tommorow!! Be safe, dont do anything stupid.
current mood: chipper current music: All American Rejects - last song
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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7:14 pm - Ice
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These past couple of days since Islands of adventure on have been great! We shall start there:
Chamberlin: I got to see my budday Steve who is still incredibly cool, and were gonna kill everyeone else when we get together this summer.
Islands of Adventure: Check List. Man us 4 hanging out, it just doesnt get any better. Well except for maybe that little cave area. Or the Doctor Seuss ride, and maybe the Posiedon thingy. If only Lakeland would be closer to Fort Myers, we'd be inseperbale yo.
Bus: Sleep is very important, but there are other things that come to mind too.
Birthday: Im finally 17!! You look so adorable with a bow on your head! Oh btw im going to have enough helium and lollipops to last me until next birthday!
My life has been awesome. I dont want it to stop man.
current mood: ecstatic current music: Time Stands Still ~ All American Rejects
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